Kept dozing off at work.
I slept at 11pm and woke up at 6am.
And I'm feeling sleepy already.
It's only 9:09pm.

Are you afraid of dying?

To be honest... I AM!



I wonder how is it like.
To be unconscious for the rest of your life.
Can't feel a thing...
Can't love any one...

Pretty scary aye?



I wanna work hard.
Study hard.
Play hard.


Show more love to those who love me.
Be a real bitch to those who are mean.

I will still be nice to everyone but not too nice.
If there's a need to make a stand, I will.
If there's a need to cut off contact with him/her...
I will.



I will walk out of his/her life is he/she attempts to
pull me down
abuse me
cheat on me
backstab me....
Precious time should not be wasted on assholes.


I hope to spend the rest of my life with great friends and someone who loves me.
People that I can grow old with.


I'm a true believer in e this sentence
'One can find strength in love.'

Surprise is the greatest gift which life can grant us.

Today my supervisor bought us pandan hum jin peng!
I typed PANDA HUM JI PENG to my friends just now!
HAHAHAHA
I wolfed down e hum jin peng in less than 20 seconds.
Tak glam!





I think Imm is right about my milo face.
My colleague bought me a cup of hot milo just now.



m-m-mmmmm milo face!



Oh some of them decided to put e xmas tree n deco!
How cool is that?!?
Now e office has this Christmasy atmosphere!



Jayne and I was thinking ...
maybe ....
just maybe...
all fake fake wanna put star (decorate) on top of e tree.
Actually eye-ing on the presents underneath e tree!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
kidding!



Hoping for more work to do tomorrow so that time will zoomed!
And the next moment I know...
Bf will be on e plane back to SUNNY ISLAND ....
SETS IN THE SEA.. SINGAPURA .. OH SINGAPURA.. PRETTY FLOWERS BLOOM FOR YOU AND ME.




Tata~~!!




Sauce

Can't believe weekends zoomed past just like that!
Shingz!
It's another battle for me tomorrow!

Did I mention that I'm starting to like my job.
It's funny cuz I feel a sense of belonging when more responsibilities and tasks are given to me.
Makes my time pass really fast at work.




I'm chatting with TTK now and we are both feeling damn dulan.
Fucking hate judgmental and pretentious people.


What TTK said is right.
PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS JUDGE US LOWER THAN HOW WE JUDGE OURSELVES.



And some church people should fucking stop acting like they are holier-than-thou.
Go to church = holy ah?
Pray day and night = holy ah?
Read bible = holy ah?


So what if you did all the above and still judge others?!?
Judge people very holy meh?
Secretly go gay clubs on days you don't have to go for service and cell group or fuck behind close down very holy meh??



Stop teaching others how to be holy when you yourself is nothing but a false witness!


Like I mentioned before.
I fucking hate it when a self proclaim Christian (SPC) criticize a non Christian (NC).


For example..

SPC to his cell group members : You know I got this non Christian friend who recently got pregnant. SHOT GUN LEH
Fellow SPC: Huh!! Why like that?? What has the world become??! I think they need Jesus in their lives!!


Months later...
SPC: I heard so and so from another cell group is pregnant. Shot gun. Why like that?
Fellow SPC : Don't say that. We are human. We make mistakes.



WAH FELLOW SPC SHOT GUN CAN LA!
NON CHRISTIAN SHOT GUN THEN MEGA COMMENT!!??


It's like as long as you go for service and cell group every week, you can do whatever you want on any other days.
Nobody will judge you.


If you think I'm saying all these because I'm anti Christian.
NO.
I was a church goer for 5 years.
I love God but I drink a little too much to be a righteous Christian.
HAHAHAHAHA

I've seen and heard too much of such.
I wouldn't say all church people are bad.
I did met a handful of nice people.
And I won't say anything about them.


But I have met a fair share of bad eggs.
In fact, these are the people I wish I could slap them awake without having to be accountable to God.
They have this 'high and mighty, up there' mentality.
Haven't die already think they so up there like machiam God.


I know there will be some SPC that will say..
SEE JASMINE NEVER GO CHURCH THEN WRITE ALL THESE.


FUCK FLAKY FREAKS!!!
FFF!!
So nice!



When you all realized I was a potential candidate to be saved on the very first day I stepped into church.
You guys were okay with my cursing and swearing.
Now that I left, you all judge me.


So I don't think I need to be nice to hypocrites too.





Tata~~!!




Sauce

I think guys who bother to cuddle with you in bed, look you in the eyes and have a heart to heart talk are good guys.


Simple as that.

Are you two siblings??

It's been a while since I have a bowl of Lai Lai beef noodle....



AIA guy: Sorry could I ....
Me: Nah... we are rushing for time.
AIA guy to his friend : I think they are sisters.


Random girl nudging her friends: Ta men zhang de hen xiang (They look alike)

Shop owner: Are you two siblings?





Immelia: Aye you think your house ah. Anyhow put you coke on the counter.
Me: *smile at the shop assistant* You wouldn't curse or swear behind our backs if we each get a bag from your shop right??


HAHAHAHA
Scare the poor girl only.

At the end of the day, I only bought a skirt and a bag.
AND THEY ARE FOR WORK.
How bloody exciting?
Not even stuff that I would wear out for jalan jalan. =(
Wish I could buy more man.




I was just trying to take my medicines..
It's funny when my own sis told me that Immelia and I look alike.

Proud owner of this phone that I'm using for work.
No camera
No game
No calender
Can't put mp3 files

Earlier that afternoon, I actually left my phone on the canteen table!
Only found out when I reached my office.
So I made my way back, flustered and all.
I would cry a river if I can't find it back.
Never mind about the phone.
It's the contacts!!
And I need it for my boy to call me!


I guess lousy phone has its advantage too.
Nobody bothers to pocket it.




Tata~~!!




Sauce

Today will be the last day...

Vignettes in Time Singapore

I have two freaking pimple smacked right in the middle of my forehead.
Damn!
And they have been there for like 3 days already.
Usually my pimple will go off the next day without me having to put pimple cream.


HONEY ASPIRIN MASK TO THE RESCUE!!


Oh and that reminds me to stock up on those aspirin!


Anyway, I attended this pretty interesting talk on 'Quality Customer Service' earlier in the afternoon.

The speaker himself actually called up American Express customer service hotline and pretended to be a real difficult customer!
We gotta hear everything on speaker!
Well... superb service they've got there!


We all know that Singapore has practically nothing to 'sell' to other countries.
No natural resources although we actually do have natural resources based on what I learn from 'Vignettes in Time Singapore' at the National Library organized by my company.
My company damn nice.
Our company went for an outing during office hours.


Okay, let me side track a bit.

Vignettes in Time Singapore exhibition depicts Singapore as seen through cartographers, geologists, mariners, military generals and town planners.

So you get to see different kind of maps from all these people dated as far back as 1910? Can't remember the exact year.


Trust me, it's worth e trip down to the National Library.



You know they have original maps of some Japanese general that wanna do something to some places of Sg or something. I think wanna Ali-bom Singapore.


The Japanese are damn smart yo!!!
You know when we finally know how to fly up to e sky to capture images of different part of Sg and then later piece them up together to form a 'map of Singapore', THE JAPANESE ALREADY CAME UP WITH THE MAP OF SOUTH EAST ASIA!!!!! And even marked out where they wanna ALI-BOM.
DAMN IT!!



And Singapore DO HAVE natural resources.
Granite to be exact.
But we can't dig them out.
One big hole is nothing in other countries.
One big hole is something to a small country yo.
I did a check... there's granite underneath e ground that I'm on.
*grab a bucket and spade*
HAHAHAHAHA





Back to e topic on customer service.
If you wanna

As I mentioned, we have practically nothing to offer to other countries. (Since we are not getting anywhere with the granite.)
No water, crude oil or whatsoever.

So the only way to survive is to 'sell' our services.
If we don't, we die.
Bad customer services = unhappy customers / tourists = dip in tourism rate = job loss = less money for us.


So if you are in the service line and you meet a damn unreasonable customer..
Think of the Hermes, Christian Louboutin, Jimmy Choo and etc that you have been wanting to get with your next pay check. =))









ALESSANDRA AMBROSIO IS FUCKING HOT!!!!!!!!!!
THOSE LEGS...
THE FACE
THE STRONG LOOK
OMG!!
Totally the kind of girl I would date.




See I told you I'll do up a proper entry!! I'm a woman of my word!




Tata~~!!




Sauce

This is what 8 -5 do to you...

Super low life..



I swear upon my boobs that I will do a proper entry by this weekend or else they will grow so big that I'll have problem balancing myself.






Countdown to boy's return: 5 days!!!!!!!!!!



Tata~~!!




Sauce